Ethan Long
This poison opens my mind,
It tears it from side to side,
a devilish seducer.
It’s penetrated.
It screams in pain, yet enjoys every instant.
How could you exclude from such sins?
The dreading of every,
sudden,
painful surprise.
Inhale, Exhale
Mad for Silence .
~ Thursday, May 24 ~
~ Wednesday, May 23 ~
Take that.
I wanna write “I miss you” on a rock and throw it at your face so you know how much it hurts to miss you.
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~ Thursday, May 17 ~
"hikikomori" by Ellen Kennedy & Tao Lin
this was great in the way that you might be expecting more but it only climbs toward absurdity just like i feel must feel to be a hikikomori. i once watched an anime called “Welcome to the NHK” and it was about a hikikomori and i thought something was going to happen and it never did and the slow pace reminds me of this which i think was great
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~ Tuesday, May 15 ~
They?
This unscalable mountain is eating me up.
An invisible wall has been put up,
as if they scurried away with it’s foundation.
Little red string held my emotions together,
now it’s just being spread out so thin,
that my words get lost in the spirals of time.
~ Tuesday, May 8 ~
~ Sunday, May 6 ~
~ Friday, May 4 ~
~ Wednesday, May 2 ~
Just great.
I have to thank you. For saying all the things I knew, That you refused. It is all I ever asked for and I DID ask for. I do feel fucking great. Fucking. Great.
~ Tuesday, May 1 ~
A fifth? Make it five.
A bottle
and a whisked key.
Is all you need,
to keep
away,
the thoughts
the smiles
of the ones you can’t
forget.
Posts that have made me click the 
button
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she lives a double life
a file
it creaks and knives
with thoughts to condemn
by sun and pierce
the sky with keysit gives the flame a singe
and keeps
us far apart
like walls that want... -
it will go together well
i have two days of pent-up
head-aches looming behind my eyes
and every blinking second awake
makes me wish for death
to arrive in waveseach creeping hour seems
... -
i believe in god
what i need is far
and in between thoughts
each want is overwhelmingbut i still yearn when i recall;
kept in wraps and influence
the very scent that threw me
off the...
